Posted: Sunday, July 1, 2012
It has been 7 months now.
In 7 months we now know how to keep him safe from what was once unknown
Gone are the 2 hour bedtime struggles
Gone are the zombie bad mood mornings
Gone are the tempers, the grouchies and all around bad moods
Gone are the bad days- every day
Hypersensitive hearing, gone
Hypersensitive smell- gone
Now he sits still
Now he is present and conscious
Back is his sense of humor, a very wonderful funny intelligent one
Back are his eyes that express joy and wonder and thriving at life
Back is our joy of parenting
Back is my time to enjoy my huband, my other child.
Now I have clam
Now I have stillness
The future brings more possibilites than ever
The future will be different than it would have been
We have changed what we feed our child, the poison we did not know he was eating
He has changed back to the bright loving exhuberant person he was born to be.